Wednesday, December 14, 2011

OH!

I have something to show off! I just finished it today, because I got to a point where I needed an actual, functional map of my world.

I love it. It's...not perfection, but it works. Hopefully I will get someone to take pity on me and help me actually create a real map for the book (with nice tracing paper layers~~!!!!). Yes, I am a dork/geek/nerd/spaz/pathetic. This is also why I am a writer. Because I am all of those things and more and totally proud of it! :D

Once More With Feeling

Am in the editing stages of book 1. Am also in the hell known as holiday retail hours. Granted, I've been working way more than I should be, but that will end soon(ish). I'm not allowed to work crazy hours when it's dead at the store. The good news is that during these dead months there's nothing to do, so I can edit and write and spam everyone!

In case I don't surface for a while, I will be at Arisia in January. I'm hoping to have business cards made up for the event where I can direct traffic here and to the blog. Which is also a promise that I will not vanish and that I will get this done. :)

Also, I should have some sort of short out before the end of the year. Just to try and get this going.

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Sigh.

So, after everything I said last night? I changed my mind. Book 1 is officially finished. Well, draft 1 anyway. I'll be doing book 2 as the NaNoWriMo bit, and focusing on a short story I'm working on with the intent to submit it to a publisher for their superhero anthology. :) Busy times. Good things. 'Sall good, yeah?

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

WORD COUNT!

I figure I should make this all pretty and official before NaNoWriMo starts:

82078 / 100000 (82.08%)

Wild, eh? Granted, this is just an overall for Book 1//The Black King. Book 2 has no working title, but I think that's what I'll focus my NaNo on. I'm hoping to be able to get Book 1 done soon, but I have a feeling it's going to be longer than 100k. My trilogy might end up more as a quartet, but we'll see. Maybe someone will take a chance my outrageously long first novel!

Signing off for the night, mostly because I have the mid-shift tomorrow and I'll be staying late and hopefully getting there early. Why? Ah, because student loans dictate my life. So unfair, but alas! That's what I get for wanting to get a degree, right?

Something special planned for you guys soon! Can you wait? Cuz I, personally, can't! Gah. So excited and nervous.

BOO! :)

Okay so I totally vanished for a long time. Oops. Work decided to come after me with pitchforks and fire and angry customers. I have something in mind to post soon that I think you guys (if anyone is actually still reading/checking this thing) will appreciate.

Also, I'll be doing National Novel Writing Month this November, so there should be plenty of goodies then too. Because, honestly, I like writing little asides from the main bit. I might have something like that to post soon too. All about timing, of course. And having consecutive days off so that I feel a little more human than not.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

I'm a horrible creator.

I really am. Yes, yes, I know I've been ridiculously silent (and that's got a be lie, that I haven't updated since September 17th. I mean, that was months ago, ri---oh. Wait. Hah. It's only October.) but I've been mulling things over. Mostly, I got stuck. It sucks getting stuck on a scene, but I figured out a way around it. There was this thing I wanted to show, a couple things actually, but I couldn't get Medic to do what I told him, so I had to go about it in a completely different manner.

Anyway, that's not the point. The point is that I've realized that I am a HORRIBLE person to my babies. Really, I am awful. I've imploded Medic's home life and made him emotionally unhealthy, and that's only what I've told you about him. What I've done to Dean, my main baby, is....extensive and nasty and I am SUCH a sadist to him. When I have a bad day, it's him I pick on. Granted, I also give him a lot of love and breaks, which balances out in the end, but it doesn't forgive it.

I mean, let's see exactly what I've done to him. I've killed him mother, grandparents, and aunt. His uncle is technically still alive until I decide what to do with him. I've killed his twin sister, which he felt, and let an evil mad scientist experiment upon him. Then he's possessed by an evil god (...okay, well, not really, but it's the best way to describe that) and forced to kill people he loves dearly and who have become his second family. Then he's used as a weapon to wipe out MILLIONS of people. And experimented on AGAIN. Oh, and then he gets together with Medic, but then they break up because Medic's got a stick up his ass, and Dean is all torn up over that, but he hooks up with someone else who pretty much worships him and appreciates him for who he is, but then Dean gets back together with Medic just in time for the world to implode...AGAIN.

....and I'm really glossing over the details but that's about three books worth of trauma. And there's other stuff too, dealing with Meechum and Evelyn and oh, Dean. Baby. I'm so sorry I'm the one who came up with you, but you know you get your happy ending at the end of everything.

Even if I do sit here listening to music about abusive relationships and contemplate if I could work that in anywhere. And then realize that next to everything else that's happened to my baby that an abusive relationship seems so...lame. I wouldn't do it to him anyway. He wouldn't put up with it. He'd walk. My baby is a strong boy, who has a mouth on him, and a mind, and even though he loves who he loves, he wouldn't put up with it. .........and Apollo would seriously immolate anyone who even dared hurt Dean like that emotionally. It helps to be the favored of the Sun God. :D

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Spotlight: Walter Meechum

Okay so this guy creeps me out like nothing else. He is terrifying and vicious and malicious and a sadist and I still don't know how the hell I came up with him. He's not just my nightmare, he's Dean's nightmare. And I dunno, maybe it's because I used to be terrified of hospitals and doctors (but have since become largely desensitized to them) that, you know, Meechum was born. Or, well, who knows. Anyway, here's Mr Creepy.

Name: Walter Meechum
Power: to be incredibly sadistic and creepy? He's Homo spaien
Codename: n/a
Team Affiliation: none; Apolyta Medical Facility, NOS

Meechum is in his mid-forties when Book 1 happens. He's British/Welsh/Somewhere In That General Area (no, I haven't figured that part out yet). Is that important? No, but I've been giving that kind of info for a lot of the others, so why the hell not give the information for this guy? Anyway. Mid-forties, married twice, divorced twice, no kids. He is the most apathetic guy on the planet, so I have no idea how he married in the first place.

In terms of who he is? He's a Homo sapien. He is also heavily involved with the NOS. Like, his grandfather (or whatever, family was involved) helped start the current incarnation of the organization. The NOS has been around for-freaking-ever, though it's probably not always been called the NOS (okay, it most certainly hasn't been called the NOS....which stands for...stuff. And no, I'm not telling). He was "raised" (I think he might have been hatched) with the general idea that Homo superum should be eliminated, no two ways about it. They are the upstarts who ruined the greatness of the sapiens and therefore must be put down. Look at all the problems (there really aren't that many problems in the world, remember? It's a utopia, more or less....except for the sapien terrorists) with the world these days. Freaks with powers are walking around unchecked with no source of dignity or manners, letting that nastiness just hang all out there. It must be stopped. That's more or less that kind of attitude Meechum's people have.

His parents were very hands on, very much the "mold you into what we want you to be to shape the future for the rest of us" type brainwashing crazy. They were also heavily involved in the NOS. Meechum has no siblings (thank the Gods) and is pretty much the apple of his parents's eyes. Well, kind of. They're dead, but you get the point.

Meechum hid his crazy, psycho....stuff and went to college. He was pretty normal, was neither top or bottom of his class, drew no attention to himself, and got his degrees in biochemistry and genetics. The NOS paid for everything. They then set him up on Mu and built him the Apolyta Complex, where Meechum could have access to prisoners (there is always some sort of crime going on, and any crime that does happen, the justice system goes down hard on them to discourage people) and small children that no one would miss. Meechum would take little groups of children, because the adults didn't interest him all that much (their genetics are fixed and old and not easily pushed or prodded), and kept going for years, searching. The thing he's looking for is the mythical "link" between races, the point where Homo sapien becomes Homo superum, the key to undoing everything that is the superum race. It's a big thing. This is mostly what happens in Book 2, that Meechum's crazy pays off and he finds said Link. He has a team in Apolyta full of crazy and creepy, and talented, people that are also on the same page as him and want the same goal - to eliminate the superum (which is rough 80-90% of the human population currently).

Then he met Dean and Evelyn and got distracted. Temporarily.

I'm gonna jump back for a second. Meechum's first wife he meet in college and they got married and they were happy (I guess?). She was a chemistry major, sapien, so they could talk shop and shared a love of science. Meechum can be very passionate about what he is doing. Then Mrs Meechum #1 found out that her new husband was off his nut about what he wanted to find (the Link) and they got a divorce. The NOS watches her, just in case she starts talking, and will have her killed if she does open her gob. Mrs Meechum #2 was someone within the NOS that Meechum married because it looked good at the time. ...Meechum ended up dissecting her. She had very nice genetics, and actually had a little bit of a superum power, which kind of made Meechum twitch. Legally, on paper, they got a divorce and then she moved somewhere and the NOS has covered everything up. They like their pet scientist very much (especially when he has the power to veto/shoot down many things that the various boards put forth) and want to keep him happy. As far as I know, he has no kids. Mrs Meechum #1 might have had one, but that's her business. Maybe it'll pop up later, but honestly, it's for the best that he doesn't have a kid. He'd probably end up vivisecting it. He's crazy. Beyond crazy. He scares me. D:

Meechum is Dean's nightmare, his boogeyman, his ultimate fear. Nothing scares Dean as much as Meechum does. Meechum is responsible for Dean's twin sister's death. He doesn't forget that, even through the mess his early childhood has become thanks to the telepathy; he can't forget it, really, since that's what started the majority of everything that has ever gone wrong with him. Meechum is the very last person Dean ever wants to have to deal with ever again.

And he scares the crap out of me and I hate writing him but I have to and omg why did I create the scary?! Ahem. I mean. It's usually a good sign when an author can scare themselves with their own creations, right?

And that is more or less Walter Meechum. The only other thing I'll say about him is that he is like a cockroach - impossible to eradicate. Which really pisses off Medic. Which really puts Dean into a tailspin every now and then. Which is also very dangerous. 

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Spotlight: Troy Parker

Started this a week ago at work and then just couldn't finish it. So I'm going to keep going with this and hopefully finish getting it posted today. In other news, writing and focusing on my world and my characters is a really good way to ignore the way my life has, more or less, gone to hell. :D I'll probably post some fiction later, introduce you all to Dean, who is my very favoritest baby.

Name: Troy Parker
Codename: Breaker
Power: telepathy
Team Affiliation: the Alliance

Troy is an anomaly, as far as telepaths go. He is very powerful, but it was a slow progression for him, his power knob slowly turning from low to high (though Dean will eventually be much more powerful) and his mind and body adjusting accordingly. By the time the Alliance finds him (at age 18) he's more powerful than the last telepath the Alliance had thirty years ago. It is very hard to keep your sanity when you have minds pressing in against yours, hearing snippets of thoughts and having to push to make sense of what you're hearing. For Troy, this is as natural as breathing.

Troy grew up on the mainland of Europe, in Denmark. He has two older brothers who he's very close with. His family runs a greenhouse and nurtures plants and special hothouse fruit. This is half the reason Troy's room in Eden is covered in plants and why there's a mini greenhouse at Medic's childhood home (and why the Sky Tower's upper most floor is covered with greenery). He might be a telepath, but he's still very good with plants.

His life was pretty ordinary until he ran into a tiny, 10 year old Scry, and saved his scrawny ass. I really need to write this scene because it's adorable and Scry Sees that he's never going to get rid of Troy and just grouches that he might as well take the brat with him now. Which Troy finds hysterical. Instant friendship, or something like that. Troy turned into a kind of babysitter for Scry (which mini!Scry objected to loudly) but they got to be really good friends. Troy'd been on the Alliance for a bit before Mimic had joined the team, being Scry's partner and being part of the Alliance's Unbeatable Dream Team(tm), and found her refreshing. And constantly tried to get her to smile and laugh, which he promptly fell in love with. Scry sulked, for the most part, because Troy started ignoring his young friend in favor of spending time with Mimic and then marrying her, and then having a baby.

Of course that's when things went to hell. Mimic pulled away from him and Troy never understood why. He tried hard to do whatever he could to keep Mimic smiling and happy, but after a while it just got to be too much for the both of them. They took a break, Troy raised Medic and spent more and more time with Scry, and then he and Mimic gave it another shot. And they had Casey. And then Mimic just moved out of the house to the Sky Tower and that was that. Every now and then they'd give it half-hearted try, mostly for the kids's sake, but each attempt ended up with Troy thoroughly discouraged and Mimic colder than ever. Around this time, Troy started dropping hints at Scry (who is oblivious and asexual and just Doesn't Get It) that he'd very much like to try a relationship with the younger man. Troy is bi, Scry is asexual, and Mimic is just...cold. It went on for a bit, Troy wearing Scry down inch by tiny inch.

And then Aployta happened, and the NOS. And that was that. Poor guy. I wish I could give him a happy ending. Instead he just sits in an Assisted Care facility and stares out into nothing. 

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Spotlight: Serah Marks-Parker

So this is a test drive of the Blogger app for Android. If this works, I can totally do the spotlights when I'm at work or commuting there. It'll take longer because of the keypad, but whatever. ;)

Anyway, onto today's Spotlight, yeah?

Name: Serah Marks-Parker
Codename: Mimic
Power: Power mimicry
Team Affiliation: The Alliance

Mimic is...interesting. She's Medic's mother and Troy's wife (I'll do him soon/next/something) and an absolute piece of work. She goes by her codename only, though Troy got her to open up a little bit, but he's special.

Mimic has a bad background. She came from a home where people didn't really care about each other. The Marks family has lots of money and social status. Her mother was the one who worked for everything the family had while her father was preoccupied with spending the money and trading on the status of the family. Mimic is the oldest of four. The one after her, James, died because of his power manifestation (body made of fire that he couldn't control so he lost human sense and just turned into a normal fire). Her two other siblings are in perfect control of their powers and work at running the company and charities that the Marks family comes from.

Mimic cut all ties with her family at 16, after James, and struck out for the heroing gig. She didn't join the Squad but waited around, doing some minor and big things, until the Alliance came calling. She had her first costume commissioned from a friend in fashion and pretty much did everything on her own in her own very serious way. So she joined up with the Alliance at about...18.

So when she joined, Troy and Scry were already there. And Mimic and Troy met, he made her laugh, and that was that.

A note on ages, actually. Because I got myself into a slight bit of trouble. Troy is 8 years older than Scry. Mimic is 6 years older than him. Mimic was born in 1997, Troy in 1995, and Scry in 2003. It makes it interesting. Since these guys are at the heart of half the story, and understanding Mimic's position in the little triad there is key, here's the....slightly abridged version:

The Alliance came for Scry when he was 8-ish. He was already spouting off accurate prophecies and he is from such a strong line that the Alliance wanted, and wanted badly. They went to Pythia, who asked Apollo's advice since Scry is her very favoritest nephew ever, who said it was all right, and Pythia allowed them to "kidnap" her nephew away. With a few strings attached. About two years later, Troy saved Scry's ten year old ass from something (telepaths are forever saving everyone else from getting their asses kicked~). There was a tiny bitch fest and Scry, knowing that he'd be stuck with Troy, dragged him back to the Alliance (for lunch) to get started on making what he saw a reality. Troy was 18 then. Troy ran into Mimic there and began flirting, making her laugh. Which, you know, is a feat. Cue long romance and sweetness to them getting married when Troy's 21 and Mimic's 19, and having Medic a year later and then Casey 4 years later. Scry and Troy become this ridiculously effective and perfect dream team for the Alliance and they love it. They get shit done. And then Troy goes crazy, Scry closes off, and that's that.

Somewhere after Medic's birth, though, Mimic shut down. She didn't laugh or smile much anymore, and Troy did try, but Mimic just couldn't do it. She moved into the Sky Tower, Troy took care of Medic. Casey was a fluke, one of their attempts to try and fix their marriage and Mimic, but it didn't take (obviously). Troy raised both kids while he did duty to the Alliance. Mimic did hers as well, but closed the door in everyone's face. She wanted to do her job and be left alone. A lot of it stems back to her childhood and how she was raised, how she saw her parents interact, and how the adults in her world interacted with each other. She knows it's not right, but it's all she does know, and you cannot always fix what is so deeply ingrained in your psyche.

When the going gets tough, she sticks it out as long as she can, and then runs. She's been fighting the flight response in her system for a long time, but eventually something is going to give. 

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

I'm still alive!

Jeez. It's been a bad month. Really, it's actually not even funny how horrible August has been for me. I've had my identity stolen, my health insurance has been a spectacular screwup disaster, and I'm still trying to get used to having a job that has me on my feet 8 hours a day. I like desk jobs. Can I have one of those again? :\

Anyway. I have tomorrow off and I promise to have something up! Maybe I'll see if there's anything I can post in the way of fiction too. Granted, most of what I've written that's not for the book is very much ADULT (....okay, maybe PG13/R for sexual innuendo and possible actions) or snippets from books 2 and 3, but we'll see what I think is still good to post. Most of the adult stuff has been bribes for a friend. As well as the snippets (along with not being able to get that stuff out of my head).

I do have Blogger on my phone, for I might just do a post during my commute (since it's evil and a little over an hour each way). In the mean time, I hope no one has abandoned me for lack of posts. I'm sorry for that and hope that people out there are still checking back here for more stuff.

Saturday, August 13, 2011

Spotlight: Ian Dunn

I have my new work schedule but it's pretty much all over the place. So I have Blogger on my phone now, so maybe I'll be making spotlight posts or something that way (because I also have Twitter and Tumblr on there are well...the LiveJournal App just sucks, though). I'll make it work somehow. We'll see.

Anyway, today's spotlight continues the Cabal theme with Ian Dunn.

Name: Ian Dunn
Codename: Cuboid
Power: ability to make anything (people, things) into 3D cubes/abstractions
Team Affiliation: Cabal

So, originally Ian was created as kind of Dean's lackey. I've been writing this story, and characters, since...hellfires. My final project for my playwriting class back in ... 2009. Then in 2010 I wrote almost nothing but these guys for my fiction writing class and then my advanced fiction writing class. And it's really evolved from there. Ian has as well, which is to be expected.

Dean was originally just a hero gone bad, no excuse. He just...didn't feel like being a good guy one day and worked at tormenting Medic endlessly. Ian was there as Dean's liaison, almost, between him and the Cabal. He liked Dean (who was much younger) and liked the destruction that Dean could wreck. He was a very minor character with not a lot going on besides being a lackey and sucking up to Dean and doing glass (which is one of the drugs in the book which I'll explain). As Dean and Medic and the world evolved into what it is now, Ian got redefined and fixed and tweaked as well. I actually have a background and some idea of who he is now.

Ian Dunn was an artist. Specifically, he was an abstract artist. His power had a lot to do with his art and he used it to the best of his abilities. He can turn normal objects into something abstract and then put that into paintings or keep adding things to that abstraction and make it a sculpture. He got himself through college on his ability, but once he graduated he found the world not quite as nice to him as he'd hoped.

He hadn't picked up any sponsors and galleries, while interested, didn't have time/space/etc for him. He'd also picked up a nasty habit of doing glass while in college and it made him angry and bitter and he was eventually found by the Cabal (when he started turning people into abstract images...which killed them, obviously) and was given an outlet (and all the glass he wanted) for that unhappiness. In a way, Ian found his sponsor. So he gets to hang around the Cabal's tower and make art and do glass and just generally be whatever he wants with no pressure from himself or anyone else.

And now to say what "glass" is. This draws back on the creation of my new world, on the nukes hitting and the world heaving and convulsing from the idiocy of humans. While the Alliance from then did absorb as much of the radioactivity and nuclear material as that person could (omg I can't remember who it was who did it if I even ever specified D:) there was still some that fell in some areas. A lot of those areas are gone, or under water, but still. The land is infected. Most of these places already got destroyed so they're not too decent to go to, but people are people. You tell them "don't go there" and they go there. So some people have collected "artifacts" from those places that got hit with nukes and use the particles to create glass. They cut the radioactive dust with hallucinogenic plants that were gifts (hah) from some alien race that came in the early days to try and help out. These guys are not the Elendi. Essentially what glass does is that it let's one's mind cross dimensions and you can live in another world, another life, depending on the time-space continuum. You're just a passenger, really, not in control of what you do or see over there, and no one is really aware of it, but it gives you an escape. Sometimes those worlds aren't very pretty and those alternative lives aren't all they're cracked up to be, but it's an escape if you need one. It's about as close to another world as most people will get since the Alpha Corps refuse to let anyone pass through to other dimensions and times unless there's a damned good reason/have been authorized.

There's another drug, black, but we'll save that one for another time.

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Spotlight: Kyle Jeffers

Ohman. This new hires training is kicking my butt. So, at least for next week (August 12) the Spotlight will happen.....sometime over the weekend. And then depending on my schedule at work, Spotlight will be ... tweaked. It's probably not going to be Fridays any more. Because I'll be at work and probably won't have access to a computer (except on lunch breaks, where I plan to eat). So it'll be a little up in the air until I figure this posting thing out again. It might just turn into Saturday Spotlight (but I might be working weekends, so we'll see).

Okay, now we've got the ... yeah. Now we've gotten that out of the way, let's talk about Kyle. Oh, right. I should mention that the month of August is for baddies. Specifically, the Cabal.


Name: Kyle Jeffers
Codename: Psion
Power: telekinetic, powerful enough to level a city
Team Affiliation: Cabal

Kyle is the leader of the Cabal, bisexual, and very talented. He's jacked into all sorts of networks to find out what's really going on in the world and, as such, knows how the world could be if the balance was upset. What am I talking about? Glad you asked.

The world of the Black King, in 2035, is a utopia, of sorts. What do I mean by that? Well, a utopia is an ideal community or society possessing a perfect socio-politico-legal system. But, really, that doesn't work so much, does it? There's always someone who slips through the cracks. While my world seems like a utopia, and that is the leading reason why so many people from other worlds and dimensions would like to take up residence on the main world (I am so seriously tempted to start calling this Earth-Prime or Earth-0 or something and then number the rest of the earths like the comic book industry has. Oof.) and why the Alpha Corps have such a busy job, it's not actually an exact utopia. For the purposes of this world, utopia is defined as a society/world that has perfect balance where no one rocks the boat too much. People prosper, there is food and resources for all, everyone more or less is content with their lot and life and do not harm one another, etc. There are still drugs (2 specifically -> glass & black) and there are still people who make their living by hooking and the alternative ways of making a living.

The difference is is that everyone knows their place. If they step out of it or rock the boat too much in the....seedier aspects of life, the Cabal will come down on them. Where there is light, there must be dark. The Alliance protects the world and the Cabal controls the rest. The Squad works on controlling any "outbreaks" that occur from the Cabal slipping (ie - the drugs pop up and start heavily addicting and killing people). Any bigger schemes, like the Cabal wanting to take over and entire floating city (air or ocean) for their own purposes, or anything along those lines has --- you know what? Here, have Kyle explaining it to Dean:

“The Cabal and the Alliance will always be locked in an endless waltz,” Kyle said. “We do what we want, trying to overthrow them and take over the world to remake it in our image, but we will never succeed. For one, we'd miss the fights with the Alliance too much. It's fun to pit ourselves against them.”
“And the second reason?” Dean asked, trying to calm his anger.
“Mostly it simply comes down to balance. You cannot have good without evil."
And then Dean's thoughts:

"Then again, that term summed up the Cabal itself. Showy. They were all for show. They wanted to undermine the Alliance, to have a little wiggle room in this seemingly perfect world, but they would not actively destroy the status quo they had achieved for themselves. They had wealth, comfort, and the assurance that they'd be left alone so long as they did nothing to upset the balance."
ANYWAY. Getting back to Kyle...

He's a telekinetic, and a very powerful one at that. He's young, especially for being the head of the Cabal, but people respect him because of his power and the fact that he's been able to make the Cabal prosper very nicely in his few years of being in charge because he can see the wiggle room in the balance so well. He has no problem killing people who threaten that balance, which is why the Cabal really doesn't have much change in the organization. It's pretty steady because of that wiggle room. And everyone knows that if they oust Kyle that the prosperity and relative freedom they have will go right down the toilet.

Kyle is also bisexual, which works against him (a little bit) when dealing with Dean. He's got spikey red hair and black eyes, is 6 feet, 5 inches, and enjoys the finer things in life. The Cabal has a lovely tower
where they live in England. The inside is done up in the Regency style.
Think Jane Austen, I suppose. There's a lot of Grecian and Roman influence in the rooms themselves, some of the gilt with gold and utterly over the top, but very comfortable. Kyle really likes the finer things in life, and he shares that with the Cabal. He's ambitious, but knows better than to let them get the better of himself. He refuses to use computers to conduct business, knowing better than to provide anyone with an easy way to find them. He usually works with paper (actually tree pulp, not the plastic-y digital paper that everyone else uses) and is as low-tech as he can get. In the age of technopaths (those who can communicate with technology as easily as talking with people) it's the smart "businessman" who makes sure no one can nail him on anything specific. That's not to say they don't have computers in the Tower, because they do, but the Cabal never conducts business on computers that they use frequently. Kyle believes this is mostly common sense, but we all know how common common sense is, right?

Kyle's fate after book one is ... difficult to determine. As you can see from the quotes, Dean and Kyle interact. This happens during a specific, crucial moment in book 1. Honestly, I'm not sure what happens after a certain point. Which is fun. However, I'm kind of fond of Kyle. He's Dean's ace-in-the-hole, somewhat. In addition to all that, well, ...okay, I actually can't tell you any of that. Rats.

I think I'll end it there before I inadvertently spoil something in the books. :)

Monday, August 1, 2011

Whoa...

So I was bored and killing time while I plotted out the second book of my (hopeful) trilogy (as in I hope it doesn't turn into a quartet) and poked the stats page.

I had 121 views in July.

I think I'm tearing up a little. Seriously. :) Thank you! Hopefully you all continue to like what I write and post about.

I will say that this month, August, is going to be a little hectic because I'm starting a new job (YAY! \o/) and trying to write as much as possible (while still doing my last freaking class for my degree). I might not be able to post a lot of fiction, but I will keep up with information and spotlights!

Stick with me and you can't go wrong! Or, well. You won't lack for weekly entertainment. If you guys have any questions or requests, want to see something (or someone), let me know. I know I'm being pretty tightlipped on a couple of things, but I'm doing that for a reason (so you'll all buy the book whenever it gets published. WHEN, not if. WHEN! :D). But I'll be happy to share whatever else I can! :D

Friday, July 29, 2011

Spotlight Friday: Garret and Lane Dalton

Okay, so I know this is supposed to be the Month of the Squad, but...meh. Instead, let's meet the brothers I just created last night (because of my horrible, no good idea that has now spawned a fic from my awesome friend and is making me eager to write the second book).

Name: Garret Dalton
Codename: Ranger
Power: ability to shapeshift into a black Irish Wolfhound
Team Affiliation: the Alliance (when Medic's in charge, so 3rd gen Alliance)

Name: Lane Dalton
Codename: --none--
Power: sound manipulation
Team Affiliation: Alpha Corps

Side note on the team that Lane's apart of: The Alpha Corps don't stay on Earth. They're actually more space/dimension focused. They patrol/protect the area that leads to other dimensions and worlds and makes sure that no one from the other worlds gets through and no one from this world gets through to the other worlds/dimensions. Consider the team as something like Heimdallr who protects to Bifrost/Rainbow Bridge in Norse mythology. None of the Alpha Corps have codenames because, honestly, they are not people you want to mess with. They're like, ultimate people. Lots of power, trained hard-core, and almost never get down time. So, Lane's not often on-planet, but he hangs out with his brother when he is.

Garret is the older brother by five years. He's got black eyes and black hair, is slightly shaggy, and is tall (6'7). By comparison, Lane's got hazel (gold-green) eyes and light brown hair, and is 6'5. Sometimes he gets called "Garret Light" but. Okay, so I just made that up right now and it amuses me and it fits them.

Garret is really not one of the hero set. He's not overly fond of risking himself if he doesn't have to. He leaves that to his crazy younger brother. In fact, he's so anti-out there that he's a librarian. He works with old and rare books and writes a couple of papers every now and then on the books he deals with (research about those books). This is awesome because where he lives (Chryse Floating City - water) is the educational hub of the new world. There are tons upon tons of libraries and academic resources. He has a soft spot for animals and volunteers at the shelters when he can. He usually stays with the abused animals because he can be pretty soothing and makes them feel safe and protected. He keeps to himself, not really interested in dealing with the hassle of a high-maintenance partner, but is a perfect gentleman. He likes manners and etiquette and believes in treating a person right. Of course, he does have a temper (all Daltons have tempers...) but he's slow to burn and quick to cool off.

Of course, the one woman he is interested in...well. He turns into his dog form, stalks her, and gets adopted as a stray into her family. So he does have a slightly creeper-ish thing going. Of course, it works out for him in the end.

LANE. Lane, Lane, Lane. I like him. He can manipulate sound, which is slightly more complex than it sounds. He can pitch his voice at different levels to get someone to do what he wants and he can manipulate general atmospheric sound waves and make them physical and make it hurt. As I said, he's rarely on Earth because he's off being powerful and getting into fights with people. Lane's temper, unlike his brother, is slow to burn but very hard to cool off. He usually stays with Garret if he's planet-side, or he stays with his...person (I have no idea if this boy is straight, gay, bi, or likes goats) if they both have shore-leave at the same time, since they are both in the Alpha Corps. Lane likes classical or techno music, because both produce enough sound waves without voices that he can actually use them. That and he finds classical music relaxing. He enjoys tormenting his brother, which he doesn't get to do nearly enough. They're a pretty close little family, all things told, they just don't get to see each other all that often.

These guys will mostly show up in Book 2, and whatever random fic bits I write in-between working on the novel. Because whens tuck, ficbits are the best things to write in the world.

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Navel gazing and Torch Passing

So I'm feeling a little chatty today and figured I'd actually be all thoughtful right now. Mostly this issue-thing has been banging around in my head a little bit, and it's been amplified a couple thousand times by the whole DC Comics issue with women and gender and LGBTQIA issues. As a kid, I grew up on Sword & Sorcery books, novels that prominently featured women as the heroes. Tamora Pierce, Mercedes Lackey, Sherwood Smith, Meg Cabot, the list goes on. I was rather attached to them and took comfort in the books during middle and high school when life was the worst. Now that I'm my own writer, I feel a little guilty that my main characters are both men.

I love strong female characters more than anything else in the world. I'm devouring paranormal mystery-romance novels where the woman is utterly in charge left, right, and center. But then, when it comes to my comics, I'm mostly reading male books. Oh, sure, I read Birds of Prey and adore Babs, Dinah, Helena, and Zinda, but I usually read them after I read the books that have Dick Grayson and Damian Wayne in them. A lot of this is probably because I've got some messed up gender issues (I've got a pretty fluid gender thing going on, where I'm more one gender than the other depending on the cycles of...whatever is going on at that moment) and my choices in reading reflect this. As does my dress/attire and general attitude. It's interesting. You have to know me for a while to notice it, I think.

I love strong characters in general. I love women who take charge, leaving the men to scramble to keep up, but I also like the men who are flawed and struggle with things. Or are just assholes. Which is probably why I like the Batfamily so much. Yes, even Dick is an outrageous asshole sometimes. Which is why I love him the most. I have to say I was never a massive Wonder Woman fan. I actually really dislike most of the Wonder family. I like Supergirl (what little I've read of her), adore all the ladies in the Bat books, adore Jesse Quick and the other ladies that pop up in books where I follow my Titans (Jade, Grace, Anissa from Outsiders v3, most of the ladies from Titans v1) and I follow them into other books. Rose Wilson is one of my favorite women because she's the daughter of Deathstroke. She frakking ripped out of her own eye to be like Daddy and then turned on him and made something of herself. Don't get me started on the women of the Marvel U. They are fantastic and kick so much goddamn ass it's awesome (Rogue, Kate Bishop, Ms Marvel, She-Hulk, Scarlet Witch~).

All that aside, I write male characters the most. Maybe it's my multiple years in fandoms (where I almost never wrote women) or the fact that my gender identity is so fluid that I write whatever I feel comfortable with. Knowing this doesn't make me feel any less like I'm letting down the authors of my childhood. I want little girls/young women to read my books and be able to take away a sense of strength and empowerment from them. Okay, yes. Most of the women in my world are leading the charge and are kicking massive ass and being the best at what they do, but two of my three mains are male. Dean, though, I guess could count either way. He's ... Lady, my boy is a mess. Medic is definitely male, and Lea is hell on two feet (if you get on her bad side). But it still feels like I'm dealing a disservice to everything.

What I will say, though, is that my books challenge a lot of things. Dean and Medic are absolutely gay for each other. Head-over-heels in love (...75% of the time). They will, no matter what, do whatever they can to protect and support the other. I have superheroes that are blind, disabled, asexual, bisexual, celibate, transsexual, gay, lesbian... I challenge gender roles by putting the women completely in charge and having them be the ones that make the calls. That also means they screw up spectacularly, just like their male counterparts, but it's still there. I loved books where women kicked ass, but not all of them could give the full, rounded, representation of people that are out there. It is an honest worry of mine that people will look at me sideways and go "You just made character xyz that just so you could have them in the book and say you had that kind of character your book." And I'm trying, honestly, to give each of those type of characters at least ONE short story. Some characters will get more than others, but I want so desperately to pass the torch, in a sense.

Maybe I'm being stupid, or overreaching, but these things are important to me. When I was in middle school and high school we didn't have Glee or Lady Gaga telling us that it was okay to be ourselves. Certainly not in the mainstream. Sure, everyone would say that it was okay to be different and unique, but it was also the quickest way to get picked on and to have your life made a living hell. I care. A lot. I only hope that someone else can believe in my gay superheroes where the women outnumber the men and kick ass and where equality is the Golden Rule, above all else, no matter what. It's the sheep that get punished, in a way, because they can't accept themselves or their beauty, and all they want is to destroy the fact that no one is conforming to anything and that everyone is just absolutely, unapologetically, themselves.

HAH!

I have a ton of bad ideas for this novel series. I really, really do. Like, the full extent of my bad ideas are not even comprehensible.The funny thing is that I’ll bounce them off my main cheerleader/current reader and she’ll either trash them or, more often, she’ll encourage me.

And now that I’ve incorporated one specific idea into the story and into a particular character’s love life, my darling friend is cackling and saying I just made perfect fic-bait. That all the growling and attacking will be seen as unresolved sexual tension. And I D: at her. Because, argh. Goddess. That’s…not a ship I wanted to think about. Ever. Really, I don’t. Except now I can’t unsee it.

If I really stopped and thought about how much fic-bait I am inadvertently putting in my novel, I think I’d stop writing. ...of course, then there’s the stuff I’m putting in on purpose, because I know what drives fangirls/boys crazy.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Floating cities, Mu & Apolyta

Whoa. I have been SUCH a slacker. Over on Tumblr all I've been doing is reblogs about important things (a petition for DC Comics to hire more women, talking about slushpile publication in the comics industry versus standard publishing) and then lots of bemoaning over my lack of caffeine. The good news is - I have had caffeine this morning!

And, because of the caffeine (and because I am properly ashamed that I'm being completely unproductive on this blog) I figured I'd throw you guys a bone.

So, in my world there are floating cities, both in the sky and in the ocean. Obviously, since 90% of the world's land mass has kind of....gotten eaten by the oceans. :D Had to find a place to put all these people. Granted, the population of the 1960s got cut big time. Like, 2/3s of the population just DIED horribly when the world went boom. Because I'm awesome like that. Mass murder for everyone! ....okay, maybe the caffeine really hasn't hit much.

ANYWAY. Floating cities.
I saw this in the paper last summer, I think, and I loved the idea. So I kind of go off of the above picture and mesh it with other ideas about cities on the ocean. My floating cities also hook up into the transatlantic train system I've got set up. :) Now everyone is seeing where the "science" aspect of my superhero/fantasy/whatever-the-heck-this-thing-is novel. I'll probably end up making a post at some point about all the tech that goes on in my world. But, for the moment, you shall all have to be satiated with floating cities.

Now, Mu is an important city for many reasons, least in part because of the Apolyta Complexes. And here are my notes on the matter:

APOLYTA || MU

Apolyta Facilities include:

  • Apolyta Center for Behavioural Research (staff: 300; patients: ~600)
  • Apolyta National Prison (inmates: 3000)
  • Helicon Lee Aployta Group Home (~1500 children)

~5600 people in the Apolyta Complex
~6000 people in Mu besides Apolyta residents

Mu is the hub of cutting edge medical research and technology. This is where new cures are being developed and where the best of the best are. Most of the people who reside on Mu are doctors, nurses, or other medical staff and their families. There is patient housing close to the other medical facilities. Apolyta is secluded and requires different authorization codes to access it. Mu is an independent city, not run by any one nation. It does, however, allow for prison overflow to be located in the city.

Mu Station is the transatlantic train stop for the city. It is one of the least guarded places in the city.



Apolyta is where Doctor Walter Meechum operates and where Dean and his sister were taken after their mother died. There's a lot of darkness in Dean that's because of Apolyta and Meechum. Meechum himself scares the crap out of me and I try to avoid writing him. Since I'm spotlighting him September 2sd, the rest of you will find out why. I am tempted to go ahead and blow the whole thing by introducing everyone to Dean early, but we'll see. I might have to do it around the same time period as Meechum.

For the moment, content yourselves with Apolyta and consider all the ominous things that could be going on in a Behavioural Research Center (because trust me, it's not a bunch of psych majors crowding around a tank). Especially when it's funded/run by a shadow-y organization made up of very unhappy Homo sapiens.

Friday, July 22, 2011

RIP: Lian Harper

Not doing a spotlight today. Instead, today is a day of mourning.

DC Comics just officially killed any and all hope of getting Lian Harper back in a comic book.

From here:
On Arsenal and Lian Harper: Because they want to return characters to younger incarnations, Arsenal is now too young to have had children, so Lian Harper no longer exists. He will also have two arms and likely won't be known for abusing heroin.

This is after they killed her last year, on panel, getting crushed to death, screaming for her daddy to save her. Which he couldn't. Because DC had just ripped off one of his arms. All in the name of giving Roy Harper angst.

I disapprove of this practice, of doing whatever in the name of character angst. I very much disapprove of killing Lian (again).

I may be accused of torturing a character just for the sake of character angst, but I don't. There is a purpose to a lot of what I do. Yeah, sure, I vivisect characters and kill their sisters and torture them however I can, but most of it is because it furthers the story. What they did with Lian ended up in one of the WORST comic stories in 2010.

So, today, because I just heard the news and am utterly crushed, mourn Lian with me. One of the youngest women to be thrown in the refrigerator.

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Spotlight Friday: Graham Parker, aka Medic (pt 2)

Tempted to say "Spotlight Saturday" but this is probably the only time this is going to happen. Unless I turn to panhandling or something.

Medic (con't):

The area where Medic grew up had another kid, Lea Woods, and her brother who often watched over the Parker kids and Lea at the same time. Medic and Lea had a pretty tight friendship back in the day, but then Medic joined the Squad (age 12) and Troy lost his mind (age 13) and things just kind of died off like they do. When Dean popped back in and started causing problems, Medic reached out to Lea to have someone who wasn't on the Squad to talk to. Medic was roughly 16/17 when he yanked on that friendship and clung to Lea.

Medic, in terms of relationships, is pretty bisexual. He used to date fellow teammate Lindee Rogers and, as is kind of obvious from the bits I've posted on, is head-over-heels in love with Dean (who is oblivious). There are other relationships, or attempts at them over the years, but those two are like magnets - they keep getting pulled back together.

Medic is a natural leader. He really is. Dump him in a situation and he usually assesses what's going on and then takes control. Which is why, really, it's interesting to see him dumped on the Alliance after "the Incident" and see him try and work as a supporting member and not the leader that he is. He's done it before while on the Squad (because Alena scared the crap out of him) but the current Alliance is such a disaster that it doesn't take long before Medic throws up his hands and demands the right to take over. And then he boots off a good percentage of the current Alliance team. Karma's team has stuck pretty closely to nineeight team members, but Medic's....keeps growing. He's got....twenty-one different members (not counting reserves) aside from himself. And I'm pretty sure that's going to keep getting bigger. One thing you can definitely say about Medic is that he has balls.

Except that he's afraid of things. Really kind of small things (that I more or less share with him). I know I wrote it somewhere, but I can't find it now, though. If I remember correctly, he's scared of spiders and snakes. He also really dislikes germs, which is kind of standard practice for a healer. But that is not why he almost never takes his gloves or costume off.

Oh! I forgot to mention that. Along with only going by his codename, the boy practically lives in his costume. The mask is a fifty-fifty shot of being on or off, depending on his mood (or how much in the way the silly thing is). Now, since the codename thing is really just Medic's way of not looking weak, one would assume the same of the costume thing. Not so. Honestly? He just likes it. It fits better than his actual clothes and it's very comfortable. Also, it marks him as a healer, which is something he can never get away from, so why shouldn't he make sure that everyone knows about it? It makes perfectly logic sense to him.

I think the last thing I could say on the topic of Medic is a little about Dean, who really starts as an obsession of Medic's (he wants to know who the hell this idiot is!!) and turns into his best friend and then his lover/partner. Yeah, they eventually end up as married as they possibly can without taking the plunge (because Dean refuses). They have a pretty tumultuous relationship, but they're both okay with that. Medic is the closest person, the most precious thing in Dean's entire life. Dean is, likewise, a very close person, and one of the more precious things in Medic's life. Medic has had more, is frankly spoiled in some senses, but Dean has only ever had nothing. They're a good fit, together, and because of who they are, how the Gods willed them to be, they're one coin, but two different sides, almost. They will always be there for each other, even when they should hate each other, because that's who they are.

Friday, July 15, 2011

Spotlight Friday: Graham Parker, aka Medic (pt 1)

Yes, I know. It's Thursday, not Friday. Granted, I thought Tuesday was Friday, for some reason, but whatever. I KNOW tomorrow is going to be a massive disaster for me (work, job interview (maybe), homework, cleaning, etc) so I figured I would do this NOW instead of tomorrow and just... yeah. Besides, it's Medic, and he is one of the two (three?) main characters of the book. So this is going to be LONG and detailed(ish) and deserves lots of personal attention.

Because while he's not my baby, he is definitely my darling. Dean is the baby. Medic is the darling. I love them both to a ridiculous level, which....well. Doesn't really show sometimes. ;)
Okay, so I wasn't able to get this out yesterday because shit went down at work. Lots of bad shit. And this is getting done so late because I've had a very, very busy day. Not a good one, just busy. Very busy. Also the topper to a horrible week. With it being a horrible day. I give up

And, because I honestly can't concentrate, or think of much to tell, here's part 1. I'll get part 2 up ... when I have a brain. In the mean time, have some cold hard facts about Medic:

Name: Graham Riley Parker
Codename: Medic
Power: healing, eventual energy blasts
Team Affiliation: Squad, later Alliance

Graham does not go by Graham. He goes by Medic. That is THE most important thing to know about this boy. He heavily dislikes being called Graham (which is why Dean calls him Graham 90% of the time). The way he was raised probably has a lot to do with why he only goes by Medic, since his mother only goes by her codename and his dad's best friend (Scry) mostly only goes by his codename too. Okay, most of the adults who he spent the majority of his life with only go by their codenames. He was raised with the expectation that he was going to be on the Alliance and that he had to follow certain rules. To him, that meant codenames only. Going by your real name meant that you were weak and vulnerable to attacks, that people you cared about could die. Attacks like that haven't happened in years, since a couple years after the Restructuring, but some heroes still have that fear.

Medic also just doesn't like looking weak. (Yes, he's a fool. But he's a cute one.)

Medic has light gold eyes, light brown hair, is about 6 feet tall, and was born on March 21, 2017. Which makes him a Aries! He is pretty much a very accurate Aries too. And I'm not going to spout horoscope data at you, you can Google that yourself. ;) In terms of the Celtic tree astrology, Medic is an Alder tree. Which is also pretty much Medic. His personal gods are Asclepius and Apollo, mostly meaning he has shrines to both in the infirmary's little grotto at the Squad's Compound (and then a tiny little later tucked away in the real infirmary when he goes Alliance). Medic also has a tattoo on his hip, which he gets ... after the Massacre (lalalaaaaaa, not telling~~).

He had a very close relationship with his father, and even after Troy lost his shields, Medic continued to be the only one to visit the nursing home (for lack of a better word) and see his father. He's relatively close to his sister, Cassandra/Casey, but he's off with the Squad (living there) and she's at the stately Parker mansion on some random floating city I've yet to decide on, and they don't see each other that often. Medic has the least to do with his mother, Mimic, who really didn't want children in the first place. But we'll get to her eventually. Next month. Or the month after. Whenever it is that my friend has marked off as couple's month. Medic and Casey were raised by their dad, except when there was a mission, and then they were left to the tender mercies of nannies and household staff. All in all, the kids turned out pretty good. Interesting family dynamic, especially when it comes to Mimic and Medic interacting, but not much else. Not a lot of warmth or love or affection after Troy went to pieces.

Friday, July 8, 2011

Hm...

Just a bit of interest, but out of all the people on teams and who are "heroes" 46 are female and 39 are male. The best part? All of it is entirely based on chance. There's this awesome thing online called "Virtual D&D Dice" and I just pick which will be which (odds for boys, evens for girls, or vice versa) and let fate decide. I do it in batches, randomly.

I come up with teams first, then powers, then codenames (if I can think of any. Oof. codenames are the WORST!), and then I chose names. And then (depending upon how productive I'm feeling), I give out eye color, hair, height, and any other distinctive things.

Mostly I think this is a random bit of curiosity considering all the current rage over DC's universe reboot and lack of females and queer characters. Most of my characters are bisexual or straight up gay, and I have a couple of asexuals thrown in there as well. As for persons of color, well. I can think of a couple that are, but I'm still pounding out my characters past what was mentioned above. A lot of that work is being done through the Spotlight Fridays (because I'm a clever writer and it makes me do stuff). Granted, these are books and not comic books so there is very little that will make their skin tone obvious. Maybe it's because I'm female (and disabled) that makes the ratio of boys to girls as heroes amusing to me, but as a writer I think it's important to have people that everyone can identify with.

Spotlight Friday: Alena Kaffee

Oof! Is it really Friday already? Where has the week gone? I've been insanely busy this week, and hopefully it evens out soon. I could use a good, solid 48 hours of sleep, I think. Doubtful my kitten will let me, but it is still a nice thought.

So, anyway. Spotlight time. But, well. See, my friend made me up this nice spreadsheet with dates and who to spotlight and all, and for today she told me to spotlight Alena Kaffee, Saber. Except there's a TINY problem with that - I haven't actually written her yet. Okay, that's true with most of my characters, because I've mostly been focusing on Dean and Medic and the people immediately close to them. I have some stuff about Alena, but not a lot. Which, well. Whatever. Here's what I have (and watch me make 90% of this up as I go along!):

Name: Alena Kaffee
Codename: Saber
Power: magic sword; increased resistance to everything
Team Affiliation: Squad; Nysa Protection Squad

Alena used to lead the Squad before Medic did. She was born in 2013 and left the Squad roughly when she was 18 or 19. Before she joined the Squad (roughly at age 13), she was raised by the Cabal's Weapons Master, Erik Evans. Erik found her wandering around Nysa (where she's from originally) and trying to beg for food when she was about three-ish. She has next to no memory from before Erik finding her. He was already a member of the Cabal when he took her in, but he mostly just ignored the group unless there were some really attractive assassination requests/people he wanted dead. Erik is mostly the Cabal's hit man. Alena was raised with the idea that it's all right (omg, I just typed alright. WTF, self? D:) to use lethal force if it becomes necessary.

Around Alena's 12th birthday, she and Erik starting fighting and disagreeing on a lot. Alena saw the Squad and the Alliance as a necessity, while Erik saw them as something to be taken out. (Note: The Cabal has changed their mind on this and has long since decided that Alena was right. It doesn't mean she and Erik are on speaking terms, though.) Eventually they both got sick of the fighting. Alena packed up her kit, her sword, and made enough of a ruckus on Argyre to attract the attention of the then Squad. She demanded a place on the Squad in exchange for information and the idea of them being able to "redeem" her. They, of course, let her on the team and she eventually took over. When she got old enough, she took an offer from Nysa and joined their police force/protection team. She is now very happily helping people there, even if her team is usually called out to help retrieve kittens up in trees and lost bicycles.

Alena is also responsible for bringing Avila onto the team, as well as Lindee Rogers. And, yes, Alena used to date Lindee. Alena thinks Avila is absolutely delicious to look at, but treats her more like the little sister she never had. She is fiercely protective of her and often stays in touch. I would not want to get on Alena's bad side; she is very scary and has no problems maiming people.

Alena's sword, which is magical, was given to her by Erik.She calls the sword Bessie. No, there really isn't a reason behind that name; Alena just likes it. Magic sword as in it augments Alena's strength and gives her a modicum of protection and some self-healing. It's pretty. And well taken care of. And sharp. And it has an attitude problem. And it really doesn't like being called Bessie.

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Map!

Okay, so I feel a little bit like a child, but there's not a lot I can do to make my own map (trust me, you don't want to see my sad attempt at drawing a map. Though I might not have a choice soon :x). I've decided to share my sad excuse for a world map of my world, circa the Restructuring, which is roughly mid-to-late 1960s. Authorly hand-wavey explanation of time and space, insert Doctor Who quote.

Anyway. The red is all the land that no longer exists because of what happened. Mass natural disasters. This is TECHNICALLY based off science. Technically. I went by the tectonic plates and the volcano locations and other flaws in the Earth. And, voila~

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

I call this being undercaffeinated

Most of the time I really don't have an issue with writing. If something blocks me, I switch to something else in the story and keep going. One problem I'm running into is that I can't move on from the point I'm at without actually writing what I need to write.

Specifically, one of my main characters is throwing an epic hissy fit and refusing to cooperate. Her name is Lea. She's fantastic and kick ass, but really doesn't want to make things easier on me. And, to top it off, I've more or less traumatized Medic into not wanting to talk to me. Poor boy. It gets better, I promise!

So, yes. I am blocked. And I haven't had a decent night's sleep in a couple weeks. And I'm undercaffeinated. So I figured I'd make noise about being blocked here. And it is just making noise, it's not whining. Really. I swear.

...okay, it's mostly whining. :)

Friday, July 1, 2011

Spotlight Friday: Avila Jones

So, June was the Alliance Month. July is Squad Month. All that really means is that I'll be talking about the Squad's members for the 5 Fridays of July. Today we have a very interesting member of the Squad: Avila.

Name: Avila Jones
Codename: Dart
Power: None; Homo sapien
Team Affiliation: The Squad

Avila is a Homo sapien, which is very, very rare. I think I mentioned it previously, but only something like 15% of the population of earth are sapiens. Evolution has kicked their ass. They no longer have control of the world, which makes many of them unhappy. There are a couple of sapiens in the world who hate this and who focus on being terrorists - killing as many Homo superum as they can. Sometimes other sapiens get caught in the crossfire,  but these people don't really care. They're terrorists, what do you expect?

Avila, however, is not like that. She was pretty unassuming and happy to keep her nose clean and her head down until she met Saber, the previous leader of the Squad before Medic. Avila is a very skilled archer, having won lots of awards for it, beating out even some superum who have things like perfect eyesight and the ability to never miss. Saber and Avila lived in the same neighbourhood, and were friends when children. Saber, after a couple of bad choices, ended up on the Squad and promptly dragged Avila (kicking and screaming) onto it. Of course, she hasn't left since, even after Saber has.

Avila was born sometime in 2018 (which would make her 17 in 2035), is 5 foot 2, and has brown hair and blue eyes. She doesn't live with the Squad all the time and attends school with those who are not on the Squad. Her parents are as supportive as they can be, but they are very uneasy about her being on the Squad. Her mother is a superum with the ability to turn intangible. Her father is, like Avila, a sapien. They live on one of the five floating cities that make up America. She and Saber had some sort of relationship, more along the lines of sisters than lovers, but you never really know. No, not even I know. Saber is scary, and she has a very pointy sword. Avila gets along wonderfully with Dean, being the level-headed and calm person that Dean needs, while also not putting any demands on him. He also thoroughly enjoys harassing her over her crush on (and then subsequent relationship with) Simon Draper, a fellow teammate (who....will be spotlighted at...some point.).

Avila's not really much into the superhero game. She likes helping people, but she's not sure she wants to do it forever. She plans on going to college and studying to be something helpful. But that's the future, and you never know what's going to happen when you're on the Squad.

Friday, June 24, 2011

Spotlight Friday: Kattalin Wolfe

It's Friday (again). I should, like every other normal person out there, be looking forward to Fridays. Mostly it means that I have the weekend ahead of me to catch up on sleep. And sleep? Is awesome. But stuuuuuuuuff. Anyway. You lot aren't here to hear me whine (though, if you wanted to, you could always find my non-Jaelin Nemain twitter/LJ/etc).

Today's unrelenting spotlight falls on a lady who I'm more or less still figuring out and who, probably, I wouldn't like if I met her. :)

Name: Kattalin Wolfe
Codename: Karma
Power: probability/luck manipulation
Team Affiliation: The Alliance

I spend a lot of time in Medic's head (you'll meet him.... July 15th) so I refer to a lot of characters by their codename. Karma, though, is mostly okay with this. She is the current leader of the Alliance, having took over when Derian left and Lena said a big "HELL NO" to leading. Karma appears to be very much in control, but she's really not. Before Derian left, there was this big thing that happened that prompted people to lay all their cards on the table. Then that team broke up. 6 out of the 13 members of the previous team left, leaving Karma with a team that either hated each other or couldn't trust each other. She's held on admirably, but she's fraying fast. Her second-in-command is Scry, though they both resent it. Mostly because Karma doesn't listen to Scry in the least bit. She doesn't think he has the clarity that his aunt does.

Karma was born in 2000 (no month or day yet, big surprise) and is roughly 5 foot 6 with black hair that's usually back in a ponytail or braids and green eyes. She's currently dating teammate Daniel Roca, codename Fletch. He's an archer. I have such a thing for archers (and redheads). Anyway. She runs the Alliance mostly like a friendly dictatorship - she will listen to you and your opinions, but it's ultimately her call, and she will always go with her gut instinct. This is also part of the reason she and Scry clash a lot. Scry Sees things, but Karma doesn't want to acknowledge the visions or his feelings. She really doesn't like precogs, or cognitives of any type (there's a couple of them). There was no other choice for leadership (aside from maybe Daniel) so the Alliance is stuck with her. She has toyed with the idea of leaving many times, but she's kept the team together (more or less) for the past six years. She's also made deals, many of them ones that no one knows about, with the Cabal and other various organizations in the belief that eventually it will make the world stronger.

She is very flawed. And has a lot of bad things coming her way because of those flaws. I sometimes feel bad for her, but then she starts being a ... less than nice person to some of my other characters and I remember why her grave is so deep - she dug that hole herself.

Friday, June 17, 2011

Spotlight Friday: Anders Chryse

Anders Chryse is the Alliance’s Scry, their precognitive. Scry is pretty damned important to the story, overall, on so many levels but I can’t say why!! Not without massive spoilers. So I’m going to be dancing around the subject a lot. Also, I think I like this set-up pattern template-y type thing for the characters. It makes it easier, I think. Anyway, here we go:


Name: Anders Chryse
Codename: Scry
Power: Precognition
Team Affiliation: The Alliance

Scry prefers to go by his codename. He doesn’t get called Anders by anyone except his best friend, Troy Parker/Breaker. Scry’s powers started popping up when he was 15, and he went a little crazy for a couple of months before he got himself back in hand.

(A quick aside: Precognition is one of two powers that brings about high levels of insanity and usually sends people to the side of evil. The other is telepathy. It’s hard to hold onto the idea that people are good and that normally they will make the right choices when you can See the future going to hell in a hand basket, or when you can hear the flitting, fleeting black thoughts that everyone has lurking in their heads. I’ll go more in depth with telepathy later. Like, when I cover one of the two telepaths in my world. The others are broken.)

Scry also has a bit of a legacy. He comes from a long line of precognitives, most of them chosen by Apollo to be his Oracle at Delphi. Scry’s Aunt is Pythia, and he is very close with her. As such, he also REALLY dislikes Apollo. The feeling is more than mutual. Apollo would have happily killed Scry years ago, but because he is Pythia’s favorite nephew, he won’t touch Scry. Scry’s family is rather large; all of them are encouraged to have as many children as possible so that they can continue to be Apollo’s favored. The Chryse line has been the Oracle at Delphi for over two centuries. Scry, however, when he lost it, left the floating city of Delphi (which is as close to where Greece was originally before it got wiped out from the Restructuring) and joined the Squad. It was there that he recruited Troy Parker (Breaker) when the other teen rescued him from getting a massive ass kicking, and also introduced Troy to his future wife, Serah Marks (Mimic).

Scry and Troy were a natural team, one able to See and the other able to Hear, and were able to ferret out a lot of information, bust plans, the works. Troy also kept Scry smiling and relatively normal. Of course, when bad things happened in 2030 to the Alliance that centered on Dean, that all changed. Troy’s mind broke under his telepathy and Scry lost his best friend and gained a whole lot of bad. Scry’s visions center on the threat that Dean poses, wanting the Alliance to kill him and get rid of the threat, no matter what the cost. His other visions, ones that see the darker things that the Alliance would rather pretend don’t exist, cause the Alliance to ignore his warnings. He is uptight and unchanging, Seeing everything that will come to pass and unable to do anything about it because no one will listen to him (even though Apollo hasn't cursed him or anything, this is just the Alliance being ridiculously stupid).

Things will change, though, and the change will be for the benefit of all. (More or less.)

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Music Playlist: Dean Prescott || The Black King

I'm slightly obsessive about music. Anyone who knows me will assuredly back this up. Silence creeps me out so I always have something on to provide noise. As such I have a whole bunch of songs that remind me of my characters and that I sometimes use when writing them. I figured I would share my current playlist for my main character, Dean, with you lovely people.

(Yes, I am more or less dancing around him and not giving that many details out because...well. It's Dean. There are reasons upon reasons to leave him shroud in shadows and mystery.)

Playlist
1. La Roux - In For The Kill (Skream Remix)
2. Jakalope - Go Away
3. Fuel - Won't Back Down (Bring You Hell remix)
4. Jimmy Eat World - Here It Goes
5. Jimmy Eat World - Let It Happen
6. BT - Force of Gravity
7. BT - Dark Heart Dawning
8. 12 Rounds - Something's Burning
9. Lifehouse - Disarray
10. Lifehouse - The Joke
11. Lifehouse - Simon
12. Poe - Angry Johnny
13. Matchbox Twenty - Unwell
14. She Wants Revenge - Tear You Apart
15. Tara Slone - My Little Secret
16. Tracy Chapman - Remember the Tinman
17. Joydrop - Sometimes Wanna Die
18. Emilie Autumn - Epilogue: What If
19. Johnny Hollow - Boogey Man


The music is varied and ranges all over the place. Some of it is from Book 1, some it from later books. And not all of them are...exactly Dean. There's something else called the Black Voice, which causes some of these songs/feelings.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Dirty Limericks and Nursery Rhymes

Years and years ago (when even the author of the book deemed it maybe a little too old for me) I got the book Greasy Grimy Gopher Guts by Josepha Sherman. Now, honestly, it is an amazingly awesome book. I remember trolling the hallways of my high school after classes while hanging out with friends and singing out some of the ones that bash education and school in general. They were fun to giggle over and it was always nice to have a comeback in rhyme handy if someone got up in my face. Don't let anyone ever tell you otherwise - it is fantastic to confound your opponent with rhyme. They give you the BEST looks.

Why is any of this important? Well, I'll tell you.

I got it into my head to incorporate nursery rhymes and limericks into my novel as something positive for Dean to latch onto. Dean? Dean who? Well, you'll learn of him eventually. Dean is the Black King and one of my two main characters (the other is Graham/Medic). Maybe I'll post something pretty about him and Medic later on. Either tomorrow or next week. A good way for everyone to meet them...that's not, you know, spoilerific on the main books. ;)

What I was wondering (and the real whole point of this post besides letting Jae just ramble her head off) is what you're favorite rhymes were as a kid. Or limericks. Or just in general. I find myself humming Miss Mary Mack or reciting Sally had a Steamboat when cleaning every now and then, and then there's the times when it's absolutely gorgeous and sunny out and I start humming the words to "the worms crawl in, the worms crawl out." What can I say, I'm slightly perverse.

Friday, June 10, 2011

Spotlight Friday: Meet Derian Walker

Derian Walker’s codename is Hyperion. He was born in 1984 (I have yet to give him a day and a month and an astrological sign, but I will!). He’s 6’7, with blond hair and white eyes. Because of his powers, he has skin that glows a soft white light all the time. He has two main abilities: light absorption and energy sourcing. He does best with natural light, but can deal with the glow given off by electricity and artificial light sources.

Derian is the leader of the Alliance in 2029, which makes him 45 when Dean is first brought to the Alliance’s attention. His second-in-command is Lena Soto, who he isn’t really close with, but he can rely on her to get the job done. He does date Blake, but he’s not completely sure why. He’s always dated women before, but something about Blake caught his attention. The two of them fight constantly, mixing as easily as water and oil. Derian is a man of few words, believing that action is always stronger than anything that could be spoken.

Blake left the team after an incident involving Dean and a couple other members of the Alliance in 2030 . After he did, Derian took a long look at what was left of the Alliance and the people he knew and resigned. He instead joined a team that spends most of its time taking care of dimension hoppers – refugees from other dimensions and timelines that try and sneak into other worlds for whatever reasons they have.

At the moment he is quite happily letting someone else boss him around. He does know, however, that it's only a matter of time before what happened in 2030 comes back to haunt the Alliance. 

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Spotlight Fridays

Just a little bit of housekeeping, but I thought I'd do something I've seen a couple other places do (other blogs, I mean). I think every Friday (or every other Friday or something-every Friday) I'm going to do a spotlight on something. It might be a place, or a god, or a character, but I'll be doing a little bit of a spotlight on them so that everyone can meet them!

When it comes to the characters, I've got a massively huge Excel spreadsheet of characters. So the character spotlights will deal with ones in the main novel series I'm working on as well as characters on the "bad" side of the fence and ones that will show up in future books or ones that only show up in the short stories. Basically, my world is a massive thing and I tend to over-plan certain aspects of the book. So why not share, right? :)

If you have questions, or want to see a specific character/place/event/tradition spotlighted, go over to the tumblr (http://jaelinnemain.tumblr.com/ask) to ask me a question about stuff.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Introducing the world and the teams

This is horribly oversimplified, but here we go:

The year is 2035. The world has recovered from the after-effects of a world-wide catastrophe that happened in the 1960s that caused massive natural disasters that has rearranged the face of the globe. This catastrophe is known as the Restructuring. To make up for the lack of land, people now live in cities in the air and sea; there are also seven space satellites, each controlled and run by a different nation. During the Restructuring was the return of the ancient gods, largely known by their Greek names. There are two races, Homo sapien and Homo superum, where the superum make up almost 95% of the population of the world. People are born with powers and abilities and it is accepted as normal. Some sapiens, however, fight against what they see as a methodical genocide by the superum and are labeled as terrorists who seek to destroy the peace and utopia nature of the world.

While there are multiple teams of super crime fighters with costumes and masks (yes, superheroes) throughout the world and different countries have their own, there are two global teams: the Alliance and the Squad. The Alliance is the police force that combats threats that are too big for the individual country squads, meaning they deal with global, transdimensional, and intergalactic threats. The team resides in a tower in the sky. The Alliance is complied of the best of the best, devoting years of their lives to the protection and safety of all.

The Squad is like a miniature version of the Alliance, made up of teens and young adults who want to make a difference in the world. Those invited onto the Squad are given a first-rate education and are given the chance to join protection squads for other nations or even join the Alliance. The Squad's Compound is located on the floating ocean city of Argyre where they take up half the city.

While the world seems perfect and like a futuristic utopia, it is only that on the surface. There are criminals and murderers in this world, imbued with powers, who do their best to knock the status quo of perfection and stability. They form the criminal organization known as the Cabal. There is a different threat, a darker one, that almost no one is aware of. Underneath lurks a darkness that the lead members of the Alliance go out of their way to shield everyone, even others on the Alliance, from. They are a shadow organization, sapiens, that are extremely well-connected and seemingly benign, spread throughout the entire world and perfectly poised to destroy the world as it has been known since the Restructuring first happened.

Okay, so.

I actually need to remember to use this thing. I'm actually really, really horrible at this self-promotion type stuff. But, I'm gonna try and do this better! I think I'll do little snippits that don't have to do with the main novel. The snips I'll introduce with a little background for each one, like a general idea of the characters. I'll probably make a little post in a few about the differences of the teams and my world, so that everyone can know and it's easily accessible. I'm also going to see if there's a way to do cuts, like they do on LiveJournal/Dreamwidth so I don't clutter up the screen with unclean formatting. :)

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Arisia 2011

One of the things I'm really big about is that I live in Boston and that there are so many awesome things going on all the damned time. This weekend is Arisia 2011, a scifi/fantasy convention at the Westin Waterfront. I have to admit, I gave up on scifi/fantasy cons after a bit. I mostly used to go to Boskone but when they moved out of the Sheraton and to the Westin Waterfront I kind of decided it wasn't worth my time and energy. I think they moved out to the Westin in, like, 2006 or 2007. Whenever it was, I decided to hell with it.

Granted, I also had a friend at the time (no longer, however~~) who was anime/video games and I was getting to the point in my life that most people got over in high school - wanting to constantly do things with other people and alone time was like a plague. So I mostly went to Anime Boston (until I couldn't take the BO) and Otakon (until it was too expensive) and then New York ComicCon (missed a year, but will be there next year!) and then a bunch of smaller comic related conventions. Yes, that is the cycle (more or less) over 5(ish?) years of my con history. Why is this important? Pfft, I dunno. It just is. Anyway, so when a coworker and I started talking about cons we'd been to and so on, she'd asked if I'd ever gone to Arisia. I know it had been mentioned to me before but I was all like "OMG BOSKONE!" and, well. Not so much anymore. But I checked Arisia out on the web and said "why not" and bought student rate (oh, my age is showing...only not really.)

The con is halfway over (4 day con, Saturday is just ending for me) and it has been the most productive, most enjoyable convention I've been to in ages. Considering I've been having a pretty crap Winter Break (oops, there goes the age thing again) this was exactly what I needed. It's fun, upbeat, blows Boskone out of the water, and has been so informative and helpful in so many things. Not to mention, I bought a kick ass skirt and a steampunk bracelet. Mm, shop therapy! They even asked to take a picture of me (and I am really nothing to look at, so.).

Even more, it's making me want to write. :D I shall be looking through my folder for bits of my story and post something soon! ...after I come up with a good way to introduce my world and so on. Bleh. Complicated mess of things in my head that need to be straightened out.

Friday, January 7, 2011

Hello world!

(I couldn't resist. The former computer science major in me had to do a "Hello World" bit.)

Hello all! I am Jaelin Nemain, writer, and this will be my blog and the place where I more or less prattle on about writing. I'm currently working on a young adult series about superheroes/super powers with a dystopian slant. While the main series is going on I've got plenty of material that just doesn't fit in the series that I'll probably toss up here to let everyone enjoy in the meantime.

To tell you a little bit about me: I've been around the fandom circuit for a long time and been in many different throughout the years. I'm friendly and relatively cheerful (except when I haven't been given my daily dose of caffeine, then I'm just plain scary), and love talking shop with people. I'm a fan of fantasy and comics, young adult fiction and adult fiction, classic literature and the whole kit and caboodle.

While I'm not published (yet!) I am working on fixing that. Any excerpt I post will probably be a rough edit (meaning me or a friend has looked over it) and is subject to change as I pound my world into submission. Comments are loved - any type! - and generally replied to in a (semi)timely fashion. :)